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To be clear, I am not about to shame religious institutions that hold congregants to dietary restrictions like kashruth or halal, I’m about to shame industries that profit off hurting humans and the Earth who love to deflect blame to the general population.

I am one of the last people who would shame someone for how they eat.

I was vegetarian from ages 8 to 14, when my disordered thoughts and behaviors surrounding food finally overtook me and pushed me to veganism. The “high” I got from being vegan, the goodness that my body was supposed to feel from excluding all animal products except honey (which I later cut out) from my diet, was more of a correlation thing. The aesthetic of veganism was an emotional Band-Aid even though I was hurting my body. I loved telling people I was vegan, going out to eat with friends only to play the “I can’t eat anything on this menu” card. Eat my side salad while getting praised for my “self-control” and “how much I care about the planet.” In actuality, I was being praised for fooling my friends into thinking I was healthier, and letting us all fall prey to greenwashing. I was also pushing food taboos onto a particularly susceptible portion of the population. I’ve stopped doing this, but it still happens all around me, whether via ads or over dinner conversations. Especially this time of year, with New Year’s resolutions from people who intend to “eat healthier” or partake in the trend-based “Veganuary.”



Emma Meyers is a junior at Santa Fe Prep. Contact her at emmawritingacc@gmail.com.