Even a year and a half after former athletic director Bill Beekman broke the news to my teammates and I, we're still bitter. I'm told I need to move on, find another hobby and leave the sport that has molded my identity since I was 4 years old. Eighteen months is a long time. I'm beating a broken drum. Why are we still talking about it? Why can't we let it go? Among endless articles, interviews, photos and videos about this topic, none have been able to encapsulate the extent to which my team and I have been impacted. I want...